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Julian. Son of Lucifer and the not-so-virgin Mary.

Part archangel, part human, part vampire, part demon...

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

*tucks the blankets around him*

Right. I love you. 

*tightens his grip on him, not wanting the blankets to separate them and afraid of letting go once he falls asleep*

I love you too….

*drifts off to sleep as if his body had only been keeping him awake long enough to say those words, unable to sleep without Julian hearing them at least one more time*

*He smiled as he watched Scott fall asleep, feeling relaxed and content and normal. He was a little confused about what happened, mostly because regaining control from the prince had always been difficult or impossible, but this time his demon blood had slowly dwindled until he was fairly sure he was completely himself again. On one hand, the slow change made him feel like the demon blood was still in control and he’d just embraced it, making him and the Prince of Hell the same twisted person, but on the other this reminded him of how he was when he first met Scott, when their relationship helped him become a better person until his eyes finally changed back to blue. 

Under the blankets, he traced his fingers over Scott’s tattoo again. Now they both had some kind of permanent marking of being each others on top of their marriage, only solidifying the fact that they would be together forever, no matter what happened, and for once, Julian wasn’t afraid of his demonic side ruining that, if he still had a demonic side left at all.*

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

*rubs his back as he relaxes on the bed, closing his eyes*

Maybe we should just stay here awhile then…Luther and Tabris are still at home, right?  They can look after the cats for a bit?

Yeah I think I’d like that. Is that okay with you?

*nods, starting to fall asleep*

Yea…it’s a bit chilly here but you’ll keep me warm, right?

*tucks the blankets around him*

Right. I love you. 

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

*feels guilty, clinging to him tighter as if he can apologize for driving his husband to start smoking again*

Anything I can do to help?

No, I’m fine… I just need you. 

*clings back, burying his face in his neck*

*rubs his back as he relaxes on the bed, closing his eyes*

Maybe we should just stay here awhile then…Luther and Tabris are still at home, right?  They can look after the cats for a bit?

Yeah I think I’d like that. Is that okay with you?

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scott-carey:

julian-carey:

Yeah… I’ve been smoking since you left but it’s not a big deal.

*nuzzles his neck, taking in the scent of his blood*

*feels guilty, clinging to him tighter as if he can apologize for driving his husband to start smoking again*

Anything I can do to help?

No, I’m fine… I just need you. 

*clings back, burying his face in his neck*

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scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

Addicted to what?  You know what’s weird?  This already feels normal…

*kisses him again, pulling him down onto the bed*

*snuggles up against him, feeling suddenly affectionate*

To cigarettes. And good… I’m glad. 

Shhhh you’re doing better without them now, right?

*tangles their legs together too, trapping him against him with his body*

Yeah… I’ve been smoking since you left but it’s not a big deal.

*nuzzles his neck, taking in the scent of his blood*

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

Yeah, that’s my fault, got a little addicted. Maybe we should get high together, then. Would that feel normal?

Addicted to what?  You know what’s weird?  This already feels normal…

*kisses him again, pulling him down onto the bed*

*snuggles up against him, feeling suddenly affectionate*

To cigarettes. And good… I’m glad. 

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

Just about, yeah. Letting me bite you that first time was a little stupid and reckless but I’d say we’ve upped our game since then. 

*shrugs as he thinks about the second question*

At first I didn’t know how to use my lungs properly anymore and then I just got out  of the habit. Distracted by doing stupid and reckless stuff. 

*leans up to nuzzle his neck*

I’d say it was reckless to bring me home at all knowing there was a Horseman following me…but remember the first time I died on you?  In your living room?  I woke up next to your bowl and all I could smell was weed.  The weird thing is…it made me feel normal for a minute despite everything.  I liked it…I never realized until now that i’ve never seen you smoke anything besides cigarettes though.

Yeah, that’s my fault, got a little addicted. Maybe we should get high together, then. Would that feel normal?

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

Yeah… I guess I never thought of it that way. Honestly I haven’t even seen the movie. Too Romeo and Juliet for my liking. 

Mmhmm…at least we waited longer than three days to get married, right?  How long was it before we started doing stupid and reckless things for each other though, a week?

*slowly runs his hand through his hair, finding it easier to look up into his black eyes, feeling like instead of the violent prince of hell he had been dreading and fearing, it was just like back when he first met Julian and he was still sweet and caring with pitch black eyes, reminding him of something else*

Why don’t you get high anymore?

Just about, yeah. Letting me bite you that first time was a little stupid and reckless but I’d say we’ve upped our game since then. 

*shrugs as he thinks about the second question*

At first I didn’t know how to use my lungs properly anymore and then I just got out  of the habit. Distracted by doing stupid and reckless stuff.